OMG we’re pregnant

I always wanted to be a mom. I like kids and I think putting someone else first is good for the soul.  Without kids our lives would be centered on everything we want and need – which initially sounds delicious but eventually unfulfilling and empty. 

I anticipated the early years would be tough. My husband would have to do a lot to help. Deep down in my gut I felt it was worth a few rough years for a lifetime of memories. I hoped he would feel the same once it was all said and done.

It was St Patrick’s Day when I found out I was pregnant. I was happy. scared. mad. excited. terrified. giddy. I felt a million emotions during those first moments as the positive pregnancy test stared back at me.  Crap, what did we do?  Can we handle this?

I love the line from the movie from Juno, “That ain’t no Etch-A-Sketch. This is one doodle that can’t be un-did, Homeskillet.”

True that.

My pregnancy went well. Not knowing anyone else with my disability, I had no idea what to expect. I tried to be careful about not gaining a ton of weight.  I knew that would make things harder on my body and my arms with the crutches.

My biggest drama over the 9 months was a reoccurring fainting spell. The baby must have been cutting off circulation and it caused me to faint. The doctors first thought it was a blood sugar issue, a heart problem and even dabbled with thoughts that it was from a lack of protein. All the tests came back that I was perfect, so it is a mystery.  I lean toward a circulation issue because it always happened when I was sitting a certain way.  Regardless, it was scary.

I stopped walking without my crutches around the house because my back became sore. I think the pull of the belly caused me to move differently and it was pulling weird muscles. Once I exclusively used my crutches, my back stopped hurting.

I met with a genetic counselor in the beginning and they really didn’t know what to tell me.  She had no idea if my baby would have AMC but she said my odds were very slim.  I had ultrasounds every four weeks. 

Not a day passed where I ceased from whispering up a prayer that his forming body would be strong so he could make a fist, flex his ankles, jump, run and be a wild little boy.  I’ll never forget the first time I saw him sucking on his clenched fist in an ultrasound – amazing! So thankful.

My last two weeks came with major swelling. I know that’s common in pregnancy but for me it was extra bad. My feet were so tight I felt like the skin would crack. Wearing shoes became an awful experience. It took about a week after my son was born before it got significantly better.

My OBGYN was unsure about giving me an epidural and so I contacted my first doctor and Chief of Surgery at Shriners Hospital back in 1979.  It was amazing to talk to him and tell him about my life over the past 30 years. He anticipated that everything would go fine and there was no reason for a c-section unless the unexpected happens, which can be the case for anyone. He was pretty old (I’m guessing over 75) and pretty much retired but still helping out at the hospital. It was great to have the opportunity to talk and thank him for all he has done for me. Oliver was not even here yet and had already managed to trigger opportunities – making my life a bit sweeter.

On a Saturday night in the middle of watching Cops I went into labor.  Dr. Millar was right and it went perfectly. I personally was scared the whole time about delivery but with the epidural it was a breeze. Looking back, the 9 months of pregnancy were worse. Some girls love being pregnant, I was not one of them.  There is nothing fun about feeling tired, fat, emotional and having to wear elastic waste pants that come up to your boobs.  BELCH.

The first few nights and adjusting to life with a baby were rough but precious.  It was a wild ride of emotions and trial and error but that’s for another day, another blog post.  I need to go smooch my little boy.  😉


var _gaq = _gaq || [];
_gaq.push([‘_setAccount’, ‘UA-24668346-2’]);
_gaq.push([‘_setDomainName’, ‘.squarespace.com’]);
_gaq.push([‘_trackPageview’]);

(function() {
var ga = document.createElement(‘script’); ga.type = ‘text/javascript’; ga.async = true;
ga.src = (‘https:’ == document.location.protocol ? ‘https://ssl’ : ‘http://www’) + ‘.google-analytics.com/ga.js’;
var s = document.getElementsByTagName(‘script’)[0]; s.parentNode.insertBefore(ga, s);
})();

2 thoughts on “OMG we’re pregnant

  1. Hi Rachael,Thank you so much for this post!!! As you know I have AMC and Im getting married in Nov. My biggest fear is being pregnant and going through labor because of my hip. Now Im not as nervous because of you!! Stay well!Donna

    Like

  2. I'm so glad this post could help! One thing I forgot but shared with a few other ladies through email was hip issues. I'm glad you brought it up! As my belly grew and the hips widened in prep for delivery I noticed a difference. Sometimes if I tried to roll to my side in bed, I would feel like my hip would pop out of joint. It never actually did but it was a yucky feeling. It only happened at the end and when I was laying down. I would hold my hip as I rolled and then it was fine. Before delivery I mentioned that to my doctor and she made a point to be careful. I'm excited for you, November will be here before you know it!

    Like

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s